
♫♪ Every Single Night - Fiona Apple
I had an annoyed feeling late last night. I was looking through some magazines and each page was brimming with stunning interiors and designs. I was bookmarking and tabbing styles, pieces and colors and truly enjoying doing "research" for c&é. But all of a sudden this little flame inside me ignited and I was irritated and felt a bit... needy. I want my own place. My own place to share art, make my own bed, light my own candles. I've had my own place since graduating college, but these were short term places. Places I knew wouldn't be home. Some were corporate housing and you could imagine how horrendous the interior decor on those places can be. Even though I'm going to have my own place in Scotland, it still won't be home. Just home for 12 months and with moving overseas, you can only take so much to decorate a 10 x 10 dorm room. I just want to call a place my own and frankly, I'm not sure when that's going to happen.
Lately I've also been spread too thin. I know I whine about being busy all the time, but it's time to be honest with you. The weekend before I leave, September 1, I am throwing my dad a birthday party. I'm doing the decor, cooking, baking, anything and everything. Unfortunately, my mom decided we should throw this party just a month ago, so you could imagine all the craziness that ensues on a daily basis. I've had the workload of all that [which I don't mind, but it does all take time] on top of all the blogging and packing, reading and studying for school. This leaves very little time for myself. I'm sort of seeing the effects of all the go-go-go lately.
On a happier note, I went to the photo printing place yesterday and got my photos from Key West printed. That's not the good news. The man handling my order asked me if I was a photographer! What an incredible compliment and it definitely pays off to have worked so hard with a photographer this summer. On top of that, the photographer I was interning with this summer sent me a gift receipt the other day for a 50mm f/1.8 lens! Those are the lens that make the background all very blurry but focuses on the foreground. Like this photo. And from this excitement, I bought myself Flickr pro, which means one thing : lots of photos to share while I'm in Scotland! I'm just as excited as a teenager who got her braces off [speaking from experience]!
This weekend I plan on doing some more catching up with friends, calling family members, packing one of my three suitcases, and going out to buy some jeans. I recently realized I only have one pair of jeans and might need more for the beautiful weather in Scotland. Any plans for your this fine weekend?
With all that, I hope you have a lovely weekend. I will see you on Monday with a beautiful interiors post and a special surprise on Wednesday. Here are some of my favorite links for the week.
My new favorite tumblr added to the list.
A home in Antiparos, Greece.
This soup for the last days of summer.
Wind map.
To drink : cherry and whisky cooler.
For more inspiration follow here and here.
Lusting over a Sunday like this.
Add this beauty to my wish list.
Might have to copy this look for the weekend.
Beautifully packaged tea.
A bit of mint.
Tocca Fall 2012 in photos.
I will be putting together my airport outfit this weekend.
The cutest, little buddy.
A gorgeous setting.
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A few changes on c&é coming this fall.
DIY ombre neon business cards.
A Jamaican cooler for the weekend.
In love with Aerin Lauder's office.
Beautiful, powerful women.
For more inspiration follow here and here.
Lusting over a Sunday like this.
Add this beauty to my wish list.
Might have to copy this look for the weekend.
Beautifully packaged tea.
A bit of mint.
Tocca Fall 2012 in photos.
I will be putting together my airport outfit this weekend.
The cutest, little buddy.
A gorgeous setting.
* * *
A few changes on c&é coming this fall.
DIY ombre neon business cards.
A Jamaican cooler for the weekend.
In love with Aerin Lauder's office.
Beautiful, powerful women.
Enjoy your weekend, Supal. I hope you get at least a little time to yourself. :-) Hang in there! xx
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel with too many things going on and leaving out yourself. I had the same during the beginning of this year: I was not really living in my own flat in Berlin anymore with commuting to London every week and going over to my boyfriend every time possible. On a working note I was feeling the pressure of juggling my full-time job with sisterMAG. In the end I was not the person anymore, I want to be. Now, with things going well again I see how much I learned from this time. I hope you found a little time for yourself this weekend! Many greetings from Berlin, Toni
ReplyDeleteI know those last few weeks before moving internationally can be crazy! You are a trooper for sticking with blogging & planning a party for your dad. My advice is to not be afraid to make where you live a "home" even if it's only for a handful of months. Then take lots of photos!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Maria!
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing this. Hearing how others handle so many projects with their personal life is really inspiring to stick with it. I'm hoping to get some much needed sleep and alone time the last few days I'm in the States :)
ReplyDeleteI'm hoping to take a few trinkets that remind me of home. Including photos and my blankie :)
ReplyDeleteI get you S...too many things to do, so lil' time...that's everyday for me. Maybe its cuz I'm a leo, or that I'm the firstborn in my family, but I always feel like I have something to prove, to do, to accomplish. And a lot of times, it gets me into trouble...I put too much on my plate, and it ends up tipping over and crashing to the ground. I hope you find some time for yourself...breathe, take a second to relax...I know I say this easily for you...wish I could say the same for myself =/ You'll get through it my friend <3
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